Today, this week, this year I am learning a lot about grace, God,community, and what i truly believe about all those things. As you can tell from the last few posts i had been struggling. And when I fell something in my thought process went "well i can't come to God. I don't deserve community..." because i deliberately chose wrong instead of caring about my friend... I think i am done beating myself up about it... and i hope i have taken responsibility for my actions but it is amazing how much legalism is in me.
Somewhere inside of me i guess i thought i could not be honest with people when i screwed up.
I need community
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