I am in the midst of a journey to find out who am I really. I am realizing that a lot of ‘who’ I thought I was was wrapped up in the negative. I defined myself by what I didn’t do. I defined myself by the fact that I don’t get drunk, don’t make major mistakes etc. A couple weeks ago I kissed a friend and everything that I thought I was and who I was changed. I became that girl that I look down on. Who am I? I would love to say that I am defined by who Christ has made me to be, and I am, except that is not how I would have defined myself.
So I am in the process of learning who God knows I am. I have a feeling it is a lot better and a lot more wonderful than what I think I am. And I think that there will be freedom like I have never known in that. And maybe I will find my worth in Him and not in what I do.
Anyways I am looking forward to it.
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