So my roommates and tony's grace and love gave me the strength to do what I didn't want to do but needed to do. Who knew that grace was so much more powerful than my guilt. What i could not do in all of the self hatred of myself their love and grace did.
When I initally started thinking about this blog the events of this evening had not yet happened. And this blog is a little too real. And unfortunately I will have to write more later...
But I will write more later.
Here's a bit of honesty for you. I know I did the right thing but I can't help but look back and second guess myself. I keep asking myself am I sure? Are you sure Nnena? And I'm sure but that is cold comfort right now.
1 comment:
I know exactly what you're talking about with the second guessing! Your wise friends and brain are probably more likely to be right(especially when in agreement)than your "heart" in matters such as these. Rest in that 'til your heart catches up...
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