I must live in a wonderful dream!

I love my life
Right now i am sitting at Joshua's cup working on my brief (yes the same one from last time, revisions), on my screen is the Georgia Department of Corrections web site, and in the room with me are a few dancers. Tango dancers to be exact. And they are getting ready to practice and they are letting me stay in the room while they dance.

MY LIFE ROCKS!!!!!

This evening, while there was a cool breeze blowing, i cut roses from my garden. MY garden. Roses from my garden... (my garden!!!!!) they are sitting a vases on my table, one yellow and pink rose.

Clif cooked dinner tonight and we ate out on the porch and talked about life.

life is good

i miss dancing... the type of dancing where you feel your partner... there is this couple dancing next to me... the way they are feeling each other and can feel where the other person is going... there is a connectedness with them. oh i miss it, oh i miss it. i wish i could put into words what i see....... there is another couple dancing near me now... they have a soft touch... you barely feel them yet you feel them... like a soft whisper touch, faint haunting but very present. they are good but i don't feel any longing in their dancing... that is what the tango is about. it is about longing, wishing, for homeland for love for a better life. it is all about the long for more than this present place. and there is passion... i hope i see a couple dance with passion tonight.