school bells

It was good to go to Macon today.

I ran into Rahaam at school. Rahaam started telling me of the stirring that God is doing in his heart... and he made me hungry.
I need God. I am well aware of my need... The conversation that Rahaam and I had was about where he was when he was first saved and the time after that. And as time went on he became lost, somehow and somewhere. And recently he has felt a stirring. Rahaam then said "you know all i want is God." And you know what that is all I want too... I talked with God on the way down to Macon and on the way back. I don't want to be intellectually challenged by knowledge and only knowledge. i want to know because i am so passionately in love with Him i dig in. I want to glow and know and live that He is enough. i want to be otherworldly. I don't want to just exist. I don't want to grasp at people to fill only what God can.

Prayer request, i need people that are hungry about God and talk about Him. I need someone to breath life my way. I need life, real life not a shadow.

A theme of the weekend is God placing us where he wants us to be. Sonya said as much in the parking lot. “I am here because God wants me here.”
I was in the courthouse because God wanted me there. I am challenged in relationships because God wants it that way. His will is being accomplished, trust in it. I am at the point of hunger or starvation right now because God wants me to be. I think I try too hard to grasp at things instead of just watching waiting. The funny thing about this day is that I am at peace. I am at peace with this summer. I am at peace with this coming up year I am at peace with God.

Anyways what a rambling mess, just thinking out loud