hopeful still

I am hopeful today... against my will and against all odds i sit here hopeful. hopeful for what? i don''t know more life, real life, deep life. hopeful that i will continue to feel God. hopeful that things make sense, that there is a future and purpose. Hopeful that everything will make sense. That things will be completed in a way that i don't understand. But most of all i am simply hopeful of life.

i was sitting in my living room listening to some worship music... and you know when a song hits you? ok maybe you don't know, but songs hit me and carry me and make me think. and at the end of being in the living room singing the thought that ran through my head was this. "May i die knowing i have brought You glory. Please may i die knowing i added something to the kingdom."
Listen to the lyrics of the song that just hit me, really hit me... nothing complex but still true

We are Yours, we are Yours, we are Yours, we are Yours, we are yours...
we are your sons and daughters
you are our holy father
all our fountains are in you jesus
we open wide our mouths and You fill us.

something about the fact that we, i am his...

the next part of the song states that we are "made by You and for Your glory."

i want to understand what that glory is. i want to see it and know it. i want to die knowing i have added something and been part of his glory.

not too much to ask. :)

hopeful... i can not shake the hope today. i can not.

we are Yours, we are yours, we are yours,

i pray we live every moment believing that. i pray i am hopeful of that.