like wet jeans

I love my family... they make any day better.
so up until I sat around with my sisters' i was in a funky, ticked off mood. Work chaffed. It chaffed like wet jeans on a muggy day... you know the type, where your jeans just can't get dry and they stick to your legs and rub you raw... ok so i am over reacting... i was just frustrated. I felt like I did not know anything, even the simplest things. The only bright spot is that Dan (the lawyer who is intering with me) said that the same thing happens to first year students working at large firms. They get tossed assignments and they do not know what end is up. I want to learn and I guess the best way is to toss you into the deep end... but dang I never came up for air... actually let me be honest here, my pride was hurt. I hate not knowing what i am doing. I hate it when people have to repeat them selves for me to understand them. And Sandra had to repeat herself often. I would explain what i was doing today but... its too long to explain.

so i left work and started driving and drove to one of my favorite pizza places in east atlanta... and i sat there and journaled and read my bible and I realized that i was upset because i felt stupid and thought i look stupid... and then i got in my car and drove home.. durn pride

my sisters cracked me up and made me smile... and my youngest sister was back from a mission trip... i love that kid, she brings sunshine into any place... and she made me happy again.

anyways i don't have any deep thought from God at this moment... i am going to go bury myself in my bible until i become a decent person again... might take a while. :)

anyways off to read and just be with my family.
tomorrow is another day