in spite of me

Life happens in spite of bar review.

I called a friend of mine at school today to wish her a happy birthday. I asked her if she was taking today off. And she said she was going to but her sister in law died yesterday so she was just going to do work and watch a little t.v.

Wow life happens in spite of ourselves.

It’s funny how you get wrapped up into this little world of being self protective because you have to pass the bar and life still happens.

Another friend gave birth before bar study… and she is in classes with us studying away because she has to pass just like the rest of us.

It just hit me her sister’s death. Wow. Like that life passes away.

It’s the normalcy of routine that makes us push through

As I was driving into school today I was thinking about someone I knew. Everything had to be special and I was thinking about how things are special because they are a contrast against the ordinary the mundane. And I am not saying by any stretch of the imagination to settle down for a normal life (I wouldn’t be me if I said that) but there is a comfort in the mundane that allows us to get through to the next great or horrific thing.

Random thoughts when I should be doing my PMBR questions.

Wow like that life passes away. So was it worth it… what you were doing?

Good questions to ask myself as I move on to the next great thing… is everything I am doing worth it.

And maybe that is wht my friend is getting at, that if it is not worth it it is not worth doing… so only do what matters, what moves you…maybe that is what he meant maybe.

Here’s to doing what matters

Cheers