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Oh this will be a fab-u-lously short post.

Been having good thoughts and time with good people. I spent last night with one of my favorite people in the whole world and it was good. A recharging of sorts... but he said something to me that made me think.
"You can't be a good leader if you don't know how to follow."
So yeah i need to unpack that thought with y'all later on.

Second, but the more important thing is that i have been wrestling with the idea and thought of what it means to be a steward and not owner of my life. I lay in bed on Sunday and I was going through my head all the things that are going on with God. And God started turning my thoughts to the fact that if my life is not mine, if i am a steward shouldn't i first find out what He wants. Shouldn't i first spend the times in the morning just praying and thinking and reading and pondering and spend time with him first and not... i guess what i am trying to say is this. If i am simply a steward of my life i don't spend my time trying to fit Him in... He is the main and all of my life and He tells me what should be fit into my life.

Anyways i am still playing with that thought. I will write more later... learning lots.

Prayer request... I find that i can no longer do traditional church... pray that i will find other simple church people in San Fran when I move out there. I just can't do it... and I'll explain face to face or over e-mail for some of you, why I can not. I love the 'church' traditional and simple, that has not changed but where God allows me to feel comfortable and at peace, connected is not in what I grew up in. Sigh... what am i going to do when i leave macon.

ok i am off to study now
i love you all, friends old and new. Catch me up on your lives, what are you thinking about? What are you questioning... push me by your thoughts.