overwhelming, his love

His goodness is overwhelming. We do not deserve it but he gives it.
Today has just been one of those days. I was sitting here thinking of how blessed I was to have the teachers that I do. How well they love and support me, us really. And how sweet they were in their words in my letters of recommendation. It makes me want to cry. I don’t deserve such goodness, I really don’t. My dean was trying to help me find a job. Whose dean does that? Last night I had dinner with a girl friend here at school and we got to talking about my friends and family and how they moved me in. and she stated that I have good friends. And I told her I do have good friends and I do not deserve such goodness. Monday during my interview I was telling them about the people at the container store and how well they loved me. My family loves me. This week pretty much everyone has called to check on me. Right after my interview I got call after call seeing how I was. I don’t deserve it. Good gifts God gives good gifts. Why I’ll never understand, I guess because he is good and that is his character. But there are days when I am just blown away… and this is one of them… He is too good, too good. It overwhelms me.
Ok I need to go study for my last final.